5 resources for learning about stonewall – the riots that launched the queer rights movement

hey beloveds. i had a post all ready to go teaching allies how to push their workplaces to become trans and non-binary affirming, but in light of the rebellion against racist oppression and police brutality sweeping the country, it seemed like we should talk about stonewall.

the stonewall riots against police brutality in 1969 launched pride and the queer rights movement as we know it. the riots lasted for days and included property destruction on the behalf of rioters (good for them). trans women of color — particularly a black trans woman, marsha p. johnson — were absolutely central to the stonewall riots. they are the mothers of our movement.

with those pieces of context in place, i’m going to link you to a few resources for learning about the stonewall riots. there is so much for us to learn from stonewall and so much that we must learn from stonewall. for those of you to whom this will be new information, welcome to your legacy. let’s live into it.

the making gay history podcast features interviews with queer figures and activists who were on the front lines of history. the show’s fifth season is entirely about stonewall. you’ll hear from many people about their parts in the riots, but most meaningfully to me, you’ll hear from marsha p. johnson and sylveria rivera.

the queer as fact podcast features a team of historical researchers giving and discussing the biographies of queer people “across the world and throughout time.” they have a dedicated stonewall episode, where they lay out a timeline, addressing which particular events are likely to be legends and which are likely to have occurred, based on the accounts available. i’m fascinated by many of the events that we have accounts of but which we somehow rarely talk about.

in this podcasts, you’ll hear about rioters dancing in a chorus line at the cops. i think there’s so much to glean from that embodied joy in the middle of a fight for those folks’ very lives. we deserve joy and pleasure and need it as part of our movement. i believe these ancestors show us that.

you can also read an account sylvia rivera gave about her involvement in stonewall in this talk she gave in 2001. she pulls absolutely no punches in it. my admiration of her grew and grew as i read it.

the next two resources i haven’t been able to engage with yet, but i saw them recommended multiple times as i learned about stonewall, so i’ve included them here.

david carter is often credited with writing the definitive history of stonewall in his book stonewall: the riots that sparked the gay revolution.

martin duberman’s stonewall: the definitive story of the lgbtq rights uprising that changed america includes interviews with folks about their firsthand accounts of stonewall, including marsha p. johnson.

learning more about stonewall, especially firsthand from the mouths of people who were there, gave me a greater understanding of the importance of what those folks were doing and the way they were doing it. i think there’s a lot to be learned about violence (what oppression and its agents do to the oppressed) and force (what the oppressed use to fight back against oppression and its agents) and why the latter is necessary. i think there is much to be celebrated. i hope we can move forward in the now with all this learning and that we non-black folks –especially we white folks — can support black people in fighting for their safety and freedom and lives.

if you have other resources you recommend for learning about the stonewall riots, please tell us about them in the comments.

stay safe out there, y’all. ❤

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tips and tools for making your workplace affirming of your trans and/or non-binary identity

hey loved ones. being employed sucks and it sucks worse now and it sucks even worse when your employer isn’t trans and/or non-binary affirming like they should be. i want all the spaces in your life to be safe and affirming, especially now, so i’ve put together some tips and resources from my own experience in moving employers towards being trans and non-binary affirming and inclusive.

i want to acknowledge here that people of marginalized identities are never under any obligation to educate the people of identities that are privileged over their own. i in no way mean to imply otherwise and i don’t want anyone to read this and feel burdened by it. you are free to take or leave these tools as you see fit. i just want to make sure you have them.

i’ve broken the process down in the chronological order i would use moving forward with what i’ve learned from doing this. you may find that a different order works for you and that’s totally valid.

know that this can be a large and long task

it’s been really important in my life to manage my expectations before beginning a project. working to make your employer more trans affirming may take months, even though you know it should take days. don’t get me wrong — you are absolutely right; it should take days. and it could: all the bureaucratic reasons your workplace is going to give you about how it will take time are bullshit. some of the people giving you those reasons will know it’s bullshit. i want you to know that going in.

i encourage you to sit with this knowledge for a time before moving forward. here are some things i suggest thinking over during this process:

  • assess your capacity:
    • do you have the mental and emotional bandwidth to do this? maybe you just came out to unaffirming family members and you’re busy grieving or working to educate them. maybe you’re dealing with other workplace stress. maybe it’s a pandemic. these things might drive you to do this work, but they might also mean you need to put it off for your well-being.
    • do you have the time to educate your coworkers? do you have the time to educate your managers (they’re likely to be much harder to educate)? i urge you to do this labor on company time. do your research on company time — read this blog post on company time. you’re working to improve your workplace in ways your higher-ups should have already done and it is morally wrong for you not to get paid for that. i understand if you don’t feel that you can, but please if you can, do.
  • make a plan for how you’ll take care of yourself as you do work that is highly personal and closely tied to your well-being over an extended period of time:
    • set boundaries. this can include that you’ll only work on this during work hours (that’s what i do). it can include a point at which you’ll no longer do this work. it can include a rule that you’ll only work on this on a specific day or for a set number of hours per week. remember: boundaries are allowed to change over time. feel into what you need as you go.
    • prioritize rest. you will need time to decompress from this and to refortify yourself for continuing. remember: rest is multi-faceted. it includes sleep, time spent with others socially, time spent venting about this to someone who supports you, time spent doing something you enjoy, and other things that you either already know you need or will learn as you go.

assess your needs

what needs of yours are going unmet in your workplace? what you’ll ask your employer to do depends on the answers to this question. i’ll pose some potential problems and ideas about what to ask your employer to do to remedy them below:

do you have a bathroom to use that you feel comfortable in and which matches your gender identity or lack thereof? if not, facility changes need to be made. this can be as simple as changing the signs on the restrooms. (here’s an all-gender restroom sign that may serve you. do NOT spend your own money on it; it’s your employer’s responsibility. make them do it.)

are people getting your pronouns right? if not, is it intentional? if it is intentional, that’s harassment. you may need legal help (in seattle, try the lavender rights project for such help). if it is unintentional, your team might just need more education. i created a guide to non-binary pronouns, with accompanying resources that might be useful to you. you may ask your employer to pass that around or to set up a cultural competency training. i’ll give you resources for cultural competency trainings below.

does your workplace lack a transition policy? tell them to craft one with your input and that of other trans employees, if they exist and are willing. the procedure your workplace will use to work with employees who transition on the job should exist in writing. i’ll give you examples of such policies a couple steps below.

facility changes, cultural competency trainings, and written policies are the most common asks in my experience of trans justice issues in the workplace. while you may not be dealing with the issues specifically mentioned above, those are likely to be among your asks.

find allies

allies increase your bandwidth and give you more leverage. if your place of work is unionized, go to your union delegate. your union has more power than you individually to force management to make change. the steps your workplace needs to take to become trans affirming can be made part of contract negotiations (suggest this to your union if your union doesn’t suggest it to you).

if your place of work is not unionized or if your union is unsupportive, find coworkers who’ve been supportive individually. is there someone who’s always gotten your pronouns right or who is genuinely trying really hard to? someone who understands trans justice issues? someone who is trans and/or non-binary themself?

approach these folks. start with the person who you trust the most. explain what needs of yours are going unmet in the workplace. ask if they’re willing to come forward to management with you to address those unmet needs in the ways you specify.

if you can find an ally in the management staff, all the better for you, but be cautious in approaching management. hierarchical structures are not built with the humanity of those in the lowest tiers in mind.

two things to remember about these conversations:

  • they can take place over the course of days or weeks. you don’t need to try to fit this all into one convo. you can move at the speed of trust, as adrienne maree brown says. if you’re new to your workplace, you probably need to get a feel for where your coworkers are at on these issues over the course of time. if you’ve been at your workplace for a while, you may know exactly who is willing to fight for what.
  • you should be actively listening to and intentionally asking about the needs of your cowokers’ that are going unmet in the workplace as you converse. you should be on each other’s teams on these issues; mutuality is important morally and tactically.

get info

our culture is big on precedent. this is obnoxious because change by nature demands a lack of precedence and because the precedent for how trans and non-binary people are treated in our culture is shitty. i have many angry words to say about how evil perpetuates itself in this paradigm, but you get it. the long and short of it is that your workplace will want to follow in the footsteps of something else. it’s your task at this stage to give them the footsteps to follow.

i have given a workplace the following footsteps regarding policy changes:

none of those guides are perfect. i wish they were and have considered making such a guide myself. (if you’d like me to, let me know in the comments!) you’ll want to insist to your employer than trans folks be a part of crafting whatever policies you are asking them to create, reminding them that it would be immoral and ineffectual to not center trans voices.

i’ve collected some other guides as well over the months i’ve been doing this and they’re all listed on the trans resource spreadsheet i curate. you might find the one which is non-binary specific to be useful as many guides fall shortest when it comes to handling non-binary identities.

if cultural competency trainings are what your workplace needs and you are in the seattle area, ingersoll gender center provides them. if you’re outside of the seattle area, prompt your workplace to approach sylveon, a company co-founded by the host of the podcast gender reveal that i talk about non-stop. i highly suggest explicitly stating to your employer that cultural competency trainings should take place periodically: they are not a one-and-done deal. they should also be a part of the onboarding process for all new employees.

if you find yourself in a position to do the training yourself (which you should never be or feel obligated to do, but which i support you in if that decision is right for you), check out the teaching transgender toolkit. it’s the tool i’ve been using to train myself in training others. it has detailed walk-throughs and accompanying resources for holding specific trainings and is addressed to folks with no prior facilitating experience.

if you need other educational materials, try the “for teaching trans 101 to cis folks” tab on the trans resources spreadsheet.

present your info to management

if you’re working with a union, they’ll be able to tell you the most effective venue for approaching management. they should be able to back you up in your asks in some way, either by including them in contract negotiations or by making them a part of regular dealings they have with management. follow their lead when it seems right to do so, but don’t be afraid to suggest other tactics.

if you’re not working with a union, put your presentation of needs and your solutions to meeting those needs in writing. it is always good practice to have a paper trail. my suggestion is to send an email outlining the issues and the solutions with links and attachments to the relevant info. this email is probably best sent to HR, but don’t be afraid to hold HR accountable by sending it to others in leadership as well. your direct supervisor might also be someone you want to send it to and if you have any allies in management, definitely include them on the email. ask your non-management allies if they want/are willing to be included in this email in any way. you can cc folks or bcc them as appropriate.

this will likely progress to a face-to-face conversation with management, probably HR. do your best to not have those conversations alone. bring a union rep or another ally along with you. take notes — paper trails remain important, so be sure to date your notes and jot down who you’re speaking with. bring printed versions of the resources you sent if you are able.

make change

it’s likely that these conversations with management persist over the course of your employment. monitor the work they do to make sure it’s truly meeting your needs. if what they’re doing isn’t working, prompt them to iterate. keep a paper trail throughout the process, saving emails and notes.

remember always that your needs are valid and important and should be attended to as such. you are always right to advocate for yourself.

if you have any other tips about how to go through the process of making your workplace trans and non-binary affirming or if you have resources regarding doing so, please leave them in the comments!

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ways to get — or stay — connected to trans and non-binary community during self-isolation

hi, beloved ones. i hope like hell that you’re staying safe and well out there. if you’re like me, you’ve been feeling lonely and disconnected. that’s the current normal, but it isn’t healthy for us, so i’ve put together some resources on getting (or staying) connected to trans and non-binary community during this time. i’ve seen a lot of efforts in our communities to be there for each other and i hope they’ll be as heartening for you as they’ve been for me. i also hope you make some new friends.

(this post has been updated to include another virtual meetup!)

JOIN A SOCIAL OR SUPPORT GROUP

social groups

if you’ve read my blog post about resilience practices for trans folks stuck in cissexist homes, you already know about the slack created by the podcast gender reveal. the slack is an opportunity to get connected with trans and non-binary folks. with channels for interests, gender thoughts and feelings, self-care, mutual aid, and many, many more, it’s a great jumping off point for a sense of connection and a community-curated chance to make friends.

support groups

ingersoll gender center has been holding its peer support groups for over 40 years, according to its website, and they’ve recently transitioned to being entirely online. groups are held weekly on wednesday evenings and are facilitated by trained volunteers who are members of the community. you can see the schedule for the support groups and get information about how to join them, on this page of ingersoll’s website.

washington gender alliance has also moved its support group meetings to virtual space. meetings are held at 7:30 p.m. on thursdays. you can get more info about those meetings on the washington gender alliance website.

the seattle trans and nonbinary community facebook group is hosting weekly zoom meetups on thursday evenings at 6:30 p.m. the meetups are lowkey hang-outs that allow attendees to engage at their comfort level.

gender alliance of the south sound is hosting its regular support (and social) groups virtually now as well. meetings are held the first, second, third, and fourth fridays of the month. the first and third friday meetings are the more social meetings. they start at 7 p.m. and last for an hour. the second and fourth meetings are more geared towards peer support. they also begin at 7 p.m. and last for two hours. check out their facebook page for info about how to attend!

JOIN FACEBOOK GROUPS

facebook isn’t the only platform that gives you the opportunity to join identity-based groups, but it is the one i’m most familiar with. if facebook isn’t for you, you can also try discord, slack, reddit, or getting connected with people on twitter. i’m sure there are yet more avenues for this as well. start where you’re comfortable.

to find facebook groups (and this probably applies elsewhere as well), try searching “trans [your city]” or “non-binary [your city].” switch out trans and non-binary with whichever other identifying word(s) you use. if you’re a person of color, you can add that to your search as well (like “seattle black trans”). you can also search for transmasc or transfemme or trans men or trans women.

in addition to narrowing your search using other aspects of your identity, you can do so by adding interests. for example, you could search “nonbinary gamers” or “trans book club.” i’m in a non-binary fiber arts group.

some other groups i’m in include:

seattle trans and nonbinary community
trans, nonbinary, and genderqueer network
the nonbinary agenda
washington gender alliance

these five groups are just a small sampling of what i’m in. be sure to read the group rules carefully and determine as best you can that its a place you’ll be safe (one thing you’ll want to look for is language that shows that the group acknowledges that neither transition nor dysphoria are required to be trans).

GO TO EVENTS

i very much mean virtually — not physically — when i say “go” here. stay home, stay safe, keep others safe.

that said, the translations film festival started last night in seattle and since it’s completely virtual this year, you can attend it from anywhere. tickets are available on a sliding scale, so you can pay what you can afford. we all know money’s tight for many right now. (for some organizations working to monetarily support trans folks through this time, check out my last blog post).

trans pride seattle is also going virtual this year, which makes it open to attendees from anywhere! i know many folks don’t have a pride event specifically by and for trans people and i’m honestly really excited that this event is open this year to anyone with an internet connection (now to work on getting everyone an internet connection, huh?). trans pride seattle is set for june 26th this year, save the date!

these are just a couple of the things going on that i know about. since we’re not limited by geographic location as much as usual this year, we have more access to trans events. try searching for trans events in other places if you can’t find them where you live. major metropolitan areas are more likely to have them; you can pick a big city in your time zone to do a “trans events + [big city]” google search.

START YOUR OWN GROUP OR EVENT

you don’t have to rely on what other folks are doing; if you don’t find something for you, please make it if you can! we’re all under a lot of stress right now and it’s understandable to not have the energy to put something together, but you might find that doing so gives you a sense of accomplishment.

i’ve been planning and running events of various sizes for years now and i hope that sharing some ideas and tips with you will give you a good launching point if you’re new to this or struggling with ideas.

first, a free alternative to zoom, since a way to video conference is key to connection right now: jitsi. i haven’t used it, but i know others who have been. it’s end-to-end encrypted, so your privacy is protected.

some tips for event hosting:

  • set reasonable standards for success: don’t pin all your happiness on everyone you’ve invited to an event actually coming to it. things will come up, especially now. be prepared to see few attendees. events can still be amazing when small.
  • iterate: try hosting events at different times of day. try different days of the week. try giving your events a theme. you’ll have to experiment to find what works for the people you’re inviting.
  • know that if no one comes, you haven’t failed: you’ve learned. it’s a difficult time out there for folks and they’re struggling even to do daily tasks. your friends not being able to attend doesn’t mean they don’t love you. it might mean that you need to make even more friends, so you have a wider pool to draw on for connection.
  • remember that you can invite people from any geographic location! maybe now’s the opportunity to introduce folks from back east/west/north/south to your local crew. reconnect with people you used to be in close physical proximity to!

here are some event ideas:

  • a game night(/afternoon/morning): i’ve been using jackbox and zoom to play party games with my friends. jackbox costs money (and so does tabletop simulator on steam, if board games are more your speed) and i don’t have a good alternative for that. but only one copy of any of the jackbox game packs needs to be available to a group, so maybe cost sharing is possible.
  • an open mic: invite your friends to share their writing, their music, or their other creative talent. i love getting to experience the art my loved ones create.
  • a self-care toolkit party: your group gets together to discuss the struggles each person is having with their mental, spiritual, emotional, and/or physical health (as folks are comfortable sharing) and to share the self-care strategies folks are using or have used to deal with them in a healthy way. the goal is to build community, cultivate collective care, and gain new skills from the wisdom our loved ones have.
  • host a virtual dinner party: make it a costume one or an ultra formal one (for whatever formal means to you) if you want to add extra intrigue
  • throw a movie night using netflix party or twoseven

for more ideas on connection, see my blog post about ways you can help others while stuck at home. connection is important and you’ll be making a meaningful difference in the lives of your loved ones by creating opportunities for connection with them.

one last connection idea: talk to me (and each other) in the comments! i’d love to hear about how you’re staying connected. i’m iterating on my methods and would be deeply appreciative to learn from you.

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6 funds and organizations supporting trans people during covid-19 to donate to or request support from

hello, loves. i’ve been saying this a lot lately, but the fact remains that it’s hard out there these days. getting basic needs met is even more of a challenge that usual for many of us. to help address getting those basic needs met, i started a covid-19 tab on the trans resources spreadsheet, and in this post, i’m going to list some organizations and funds that are supporting trans folks during this pandemic.

if you’re able to financially support any of these funds or organizations, please do, especially if you’re a cis person. good accomplishship includes sharing resources, particularly since cis privilege means you’re more likely to be resourced.

if you’re not able to provide monetary support, help get the word out about the orgs and funds listed below via social media or bring it up over your zoom hangouts. word of mouth is the most effective way to garner support for something!

i’ve organized this list by geographic location in hopes that that will make it easy to navigate.

WORLDWIDE

the trans resiliency fund “serve[s] trans women and trans femmes who are Black, Indigenous, and/or people of colour, particularly those engaged in sex economies – regardless of geographic location.” the fund has helped folks the world over and, if they aren’t able to meet your need, they can direct you to other avenues and support you through the process of seeking that help, according to their gofundme.

seek support from them here.

support them here.

the gender reveal trans mutual aid fund has helped trans folks in 6 continents so far by paying them out from the fund or connecting them directly with folks with resources to share via their twitter. funds are given out to support basic needs, including food, rent, and medication.

you can apply for support here.

you can donate here.

UNITED STATES

the black trans advocacy coalition’s black trans covid-19 community response grant program is giving microgrants of up to $125 “to ensure the basic needs of our most vulnerable populations are met.” they are granting from the following funds:

  • trans masculine, trans feminine or trans gnc/non-binary
  • golden flame senior 55+
  • people living with hiv
  • ball/house and pageant
  • health care workers on the front-line

applications are only open for a few more days (until May 1st). you can apply here.

you can donate here.

WASHINGTON

ingersoll gender center has many grant programs to support trans and gender non-conforming folks during this time. these programs include financial assistance for basic needs and for rent and serve various populations. they are also running a food access program for folks in king county.

you can apply for any of these programs here.

you can donate to support these programs here.

utopia’s qtpi relief fund is “provid[ing] financial assistance to all QTPI (Queer and/or Trans and Gender Diverse Pacific Islanders’) in Washington State who are experiencing a financial setback due to the negative economic effects of the COVID-19 pandemic.” they are providing up to $250 in cash assistance. they are also partnering with ingersoll in some of the efforts discussed above.

you can request support here.

you can donate here.

the trans women of color solidarity network provides financial support to meet the basic needs of two spirit people and trans women/trans femmes of color and has reopened funding after a brief hiatus to do so during covid-19. they provide low/no barrier financial support and can provide up to $250 per month.

you can request support here.

you can give a one-time donation to their gofundme, or you can sign up to be a monthly supporter via their patreon.

if you know of any orgs or fund that are supporting trans folks that i didn’t include, please drop them in the comments!

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six resources for teaching cis folks you’re stuck with during self-isolation about trans identities

while some trans and/or non-binary are stuck in dangerously cissexist environments (follow this link for some help in dealing with that), some of us are stuck in casually cissexist environments — that is, some cis folks who love us don’t have trans education down, but they want to learn.

i’ve been gathering resources for months about teaching trans 101 to cis folks, because i’m tired of having to do the legwork of getting basic trans info together over and over again. these resources — and many more — are compiled on this spreadsheet, but i’ve highlighted some of my favorites below. all of these resources are accessible for free online.

it can be a lot of emotional labor for us to educate folks about our identities and my hope is that this article gives you the tools to send those well-meaning cis folks off to educate themselves with sources that, while imperfect, are solid starting points.

trans 101

trams 101 is an australian website hosting a “gender diversity crash course.” trans 101 uses videos and booklets to convey its information, allowing visitors to interact with its materials in whichever way works best for them. in addition to providing basic educational information about what being trans is and is like, trans 101 also helps guide visitors in making the world a better place for trans folks. the information is solid and nuanced and making the further step to guide folks in how to use it makes me really appreciate this site.

someone else’s gender identity isn’t about you

this article by janna leadbetter at scarymommy.com is one of my favorite blog posts. like ever. the language used in it to discuss transgender people isn’t always up-to-date, but as of the time of this writing, none of it is harmful necessarily, just odd.

but the attitude is spot on. take this excerpt:

…a parent who denies their child [the] opportunity [to live as themself] is only concerned with their own happiness, what others think of them, and control of who they believe is a mere extension of them, rather than a separate human with different development and a right to individuality.

if you need to give a parent (or grandparent) of a trans kid a dressing down, this is the article for it.

questionable questions about transgender identity

cis folks often ask trans folks incredibly intrusive questions without consideration for whether that’s okay. this pdf created by the national center for transgender equality lists common questions asked in this way, gives general answers, and explains why asking each question is a no-go. i hope it’s able to stall off at least some of those awful questions for you.

biological sex is a spectrum thread by sciencevet

if you’ve had experiences similar to mine, you’ll have run into a lot of arguments along the lines of “there are only two sexes, therefore there are only two genders.” this is nonsense and it’s frustrating nonsense. this twitter thread by @ScienceVet2 (vetted by my biologist partner) is a great breakdown of how biological sex is much more complex than that gross oversimplification. it even discusses why this complexity is important to understand.

if you need more information to share on this topic, like i usually find myself needing in convos with many cis folks, dictionary.com has a decent explanation of the distinction between sex and gender. and you can direct folks to this video by intersex folks about being intersex, which also takes a moment to explain that being intersex and being trans are different.

gender variance around the world over time

this teen vogue article is a great introduction to instances of gender variance throughout multiple cultures across time. it aptly illustrates that trans identities are not new and that there are cultural models already in existence for honoring such identities. those claims that transness is “a new fad” are easily dismissed by this.

using non-binary pronouns 101: a how-to

i’ve run into a lot of well-meaning people who want to use my pronouns correctly, but get stumped by them. my guess is that there are a number of folks stuck in homes right now with people who want to get their pronouns right but currently aren’t. i wrote this blog post and created its accompanying resources to give those folks a space to learn about using non-binary pronouns in an in-depth and hands-on way. the how-to details methods of learning non-binary pronouns and provides practice worksheets. it also explains the etiquette of using pronouns and teaches people how to correct themselves and others when they make mistakes, which is applicable to all pronouns, not just non-binary ones.

for more resources on teaching cis folks about trans identities, explore the spreadsheet i mentioned earlier or check out my blog post about teaching kids queer history, all of the sources in which are of course also good for adult learners.

are there any resources for teaching folks about trans identities that you love that i missed? please link them in the comments for us to use!

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4 resilience practices for trans people stuck in cissexist homes during self-isolation

hey, loves. i know it’s tough times out there for everyone, but trans people currently stuck in homes where their identities are not affirmed during self-isolation have been especially on my mind lately. i grew up in an unaffirming home and the difficulties of that linger in my body and heart. i want to provide you all with some resilience practices to help get you through.

(if you’re in a home with cis folks who are open to learning about trans identities, there are resources for you here.)

i first heard the term “resilience practice” from autumn brown, a “mother, organizer, theologian, artist, and facilitator” whose work i admire. i can’t remember if i first heard her say it as a guest on another podcast or whether it was on the podcast she hosts with her sister, adrienne maree brown, titled “how to survive the end of the world.” either way, “how to survive the end of the world” is well worth checking out, especially right now, as we enter this new phase of apocalypse (framed in the brown sisters’ podcast as an opportunity for creative rebirth).

resilience practices, for me, are the next growth step after coping mechanisms. coping mechanisms serve a purpose — and have kept me alive — but they are ways of survival that are no longer what’s best suited for me. i honor the ones i’ve used but prefer to build resilience practices now because i want practices that allow me to do more than just survive the hard times. i want to maintain and grow my resilience, my health, my well-being at all times.

here are some resilience practices ideas i have for trans folks stuck in unsafe environments. please take what’s useful and leave what’s not. remember that you can modify these for your own needs and levels of safety. ❤

1.) reach out to other trans people. if you have other trans friends, set up regular communication with them to the extent that it is safe for you to do so. start a group chat, have a zoom meeting, write each other coded letters (i enjoy using kryptonese for things i need to code, but you can always have fun inventing your own). be mindful that the jury’s still out on whether mail is safe right now; you might need to write the letters and send pics of them to each other.

if you don’t have trans friends handy (or even if you do, but you want a different kind of support), you can reach out to trans lifeline, a support line staffed entirely by trans and/or non-binary people. they will understand your struggle; they will recognize you as you are. their united states number is 877-565-8860 and their canadian number is 877-330-6366.

2.) talk to someone who affirms your identity and ask them to use your name and pronouns in spaces where it’s safe for you to experience them. my partner occasionally refers to me in the third person in my hearing/sight as a habit these days, because the sound of my pronoun brings me such relief and gender euphoria. he does this verbally and over text. you can ask people who are in the know about your pronouns to do the same, using whatever communication method keeps you safe. you can also ask these folks to use your true name more often than they typically do during these times.

for me, hearing my correct name and pronouns helps remind me that my experience of myself is valid. it repairs some of the damage done by misgendering and deadnaming. i hope it can do the same for you.

3.) remind yourself that you are not alone by engaging with trans media. it makes a huge difference in my life to hear other trans and/or non-binary folks talk about themselves and their experiences. i feel validated by it and seen by it. to that end, i love the podcast gender reveal, which features host molly woodstock (they/them) interviewing humans with diverse gender experiences about their lives, philosophical thoughts, and projects. molly is a fantastic interviewer and the conversations they have with folks are often funny, always real, and winningly personal.

all gender reveal episodes have transcripts! and the podcast also has a slack, if you’re interested in connecting with other trans/non-binary folks in that way.

another thing that helps me is to get in touch with trans history. learning about marsha p. johnson and sylvia rivera makes me feel part of a legacy of resilience. i recommend the following episodes of the making gay history podcast, which include firsthand accounts from both marsha and sylvia (and also have transcripts):

be mindful that some of what you’ll hear on these episodes will be emotionally difficult. please be careful with yourself in deciding whether that’s something that’s good for you right now.

there are also many episodes of the podcast queer as fact which tell the life stories of folks that were trans or were gender non-conforming in ways which we might now describe as trans. each episode features content warnings, so you can determine ahead of time whether it’s healthy for you to listen. not all queer as fact episodes have transcripts, but you can see the transcripts they do have on their tumblr.

4.) create an affirming ritual for yourself. i am really into rituals both as regular practices and as a tool to fall back on as needed. i generally use mine in the latter way, since i’m not great at maintaining any kind of routine. feel into how they’re of most use to you!

some ideas for rituals you could pick up:

  • look at yourself in the mirror, if you’re comfortable doing so, or picture your truest sense of yourself. say your name to yourself. say your pronouns to yourself. do this out loud or internally. remember that no one else needs to acknowledge who you are for you to be who you are.
  • build a secret altar — camouflage it, build it in a place where it won’t be seen, craft it in a way that makes it easy to hide, or make it a mental altar. place items on/in it that remind you of your legacy. remember sylvia rivera, marsha p. johnson, leslie feinberg, other trans and/or non-binary ancestors and elders you know personally or otherwise. greet them in the morning. say goodnight to them at night. bring them with you throughout your day. remember you are not alone.
  • write down every trans/non-binary joke you think of and can’t say to the people around you. write them in code if you have to. burn them in the backyard (safely) if you can and it makes you feel safer to destroy them. share them, before or instead of burning them. tell them to the people on trans lifeline, tell them to your trans/non-binary friends, tell them to the gender reveal slack. remember your trans/non-binary joy and the power it holds.

if none of these ritual ideas hold interest for you, you can modify them or create your own from scratch. there’s a lot of power in a ritual made by someone for their own specific purpose.

i hope that something among these practices is useful to you. i see you and i’m rooting for you.

(do you have other resilience practices that you’re engaging in right now? please share them in the comments!)

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email to mayor jenny durkan demanding a rent freeze – 3/24/2020

below is the message i sent to mayor jenny durkan demanding a rent freeze on the 24th. i believe i edited this from a template that someone else put out and if i can remember where i got it, i’ll edit this post to put the link here.

Hello,

In the wake of the covid-19 pandemic Governor Jay Inslee has ordered a mandatory statewide shutdown of all restaurants, bars, and entertainment and recreational facilities. This ban includes dance halls, clubs, theaters, health and fitness clubs, and other indoor social or recreational facilities. Over 475,000 people are employed in the retail and food service sectors of Washington state. Many of us have experienced loss of shifts and hours if not total closure of business before this ban.

You have issued a 30 day moratorium on evictions. This is not enough. If we cannot work, we will not get paid. If we aren’t paid, we cannot pay our bills. Without work, without sick days, many of us will not be able to afford our rents come April 1st. We will not be able to afford this rent retroactively. We will not have this money at some later date. We are hardworking people who barely have enough to pay one month at a time. Workers who already struggle to make rent are being asked to decide between paying rent and providing necessities like food for themselves and their families. It is unjust to ask us to carry the financial burden of this pandemic on our shoulders.

We are demanding a complete freeze on rent now, not later, not next month, but now. We demand a complete rent freeze for as long as this pandemic continues to effect our ability to work, make money, and pay our bills. We demand no accumulation of debt for the months we are unable to pay our rents. We make these demands knowing it is the mayor Jenny Durkan’s , and council members Lisa Herbold (dist 1), Tammy J. Morales (dist 2), Kshama Sawant (dist 3), Alex Pedersen (dist 4), Deborah Juarez (dist 5), Dan Strauss (dist 6), Andrew J. Lewis (dist 7), Teresa Mosqueda (pos 8 ), and Lorena Gonzalez’s (pos 9) duty to comply with the will of the people and not the will of private interests.

Sincerely,
Ky [Deadname]
[Phone number]

the mayor’s office did respond to me the next day. i didn’t find that response satisfactory, but since it does include some resources that may be helpful, i’m going to paste it here.

Dear Ky,

Thank you for reaching out. We will be sure to share your feedback with Mayor Durkan as further action is considered.

The Renting in Seattle program remains open and could be a source of assistance. Staff are available to assist renters and landlords with complaints, questions, and referrals. Much of our work is being done remotely and wait times may be longer than usual. We are prioritizing urgent issues such as people facing emergency housing conditions. Customers are strongly encouraged to use the online Seattle Services Portal Code Compliance Complaint form to avoid waits on the phone, however the Renting in Seattle phoneline remains open at 206-684-5700. The City is also offering utility relief and ongoing utility discounts for low income households. See Utility Discount Program information here.

Rent Assistance and Other Services: For resources on rent assistance, food banks, and other basic needs, 2-1-1 is single place to go for information and referrals. Call 2-1-1 or visit the 2-1-1 web site.

Moreover, Mayor Durkan signed an emergency order to halt residential evictions. Details on that can be found below.

For all City resources on Covid-19: http://www.seattle.gov/mayor/covid-19

Best,

Paul on behalf of Mayor Durkan.

they did provide the press release in the body of the email below this, but i’m not here to platform their propaganda about what a good job they’ve done. i will include the last links they offered:

For FAQs about the Temporary Eviction Moratorium click here.

For up to date information on COVID-19 go to Public Health – Seattle & King County.

please let me know in the comments if me posting these is helpful or let me know how i could make them more helpful!

how to support trans people during covid-19

all vulnerable populations become more vulnerable during times like these, trans folks being no exception. if you’re looking for ways to help the trans people in your life (known to you and unknown to you), check out the list below.

1.) send us money. it’s hard out here and we need to pay our bills. send your trans friends money via paypal, venmo, zelle, cashapp — anything that doesn’t require you to come into physical contact with folks not already living with you.

2.) donate to organizations that support us.

all of these organizations directly help trans individuals. if you can’t get your money into trans hands, they can — and will.

3.) check in on trans friends who are stuck in homes with people they aren’t out to or with people who are unaffirming of their identity. hearing or reading your true name and pronouns can be an intensely refreshing and affirming thing, especially when you’re being deadnamed and misgendered. it’s an important reminder that you are both real and valid and that there are people in the world who see you as you. this can be vital, lifesaving.

remember! be sure that you communicate with these folks in a way that’s safe. a phone call can be lovely, but it’s not as discrete as a text. use your best judgement and defer to your friend, who understands their own safety best.

4.) form plans for how to home a trans person whose living situation during this time is/may become unsafe. first, know whether you can provide shelter: do you have a space they could stay? would that be safe for them and for you during this pandemic? it’s okay if the answer is no; it’s important to be honest about your own capacity and about the needs of the other people in your household.

if you can’t house them yourself, work with the person you’re concerned about to know their other potential housing options ahead of time if you can. can you help them with a deposit on their own place? do you need to create a list of trans and non-binary affirming shelters that they can access should they need it? if you can’t create these plans with them for whatever reason, do the research on your own so that you are familiar with the information.

5.) check on trans folks who live alone. it’s a lonely time for many right now and the stress of loneliness can be even greater when you’re already dealing with the stress of cisexism. i’m not going to quote any mental health statistics regarding the trans community here, because they’re tragic and i can’t handle typing the numbers. reach out to your friends. if you need help coming up with ideas about how to connect while socially — which really just means physically — distancing, check out this post.

6.) check in with trans elders about creating an emergency medical plan. according to the national resource center on lgbt aging, the queer community have additional risk factors in facing covid-19. queer folks smoke at higher rates than non-queer folks — a problem when trying to fend off a respiratory disease like covid-19 — and they face additional barriers in accessing healthcare, especially trans folks. members of the queer community are also more likely to be HIV+ (and thus immunocompromised), and with the stigma of being HIV+ somehow still existing, it’s likely that you wouldn’t know that someone you love is HIV+. seniors are also a group at high risk if they contract covid-19. leaving our trans elders out in the cold is not an option.

the national resource center on lgbt aging’s emergency plan guidelines are as follows:

Creating a Plan – Advice from the CDC
https://www.cdc.gov/features/older-adult-emergency/index.html

The first step in preparing for an emergency is creating a plan. Work with your friends, family, and neighbors to develop a plan that will fit your needs.

 Choose a contact person who will check on you during a disaster, and decide how you will communicate with each other (for instance, by telephone, knocking on doors). Consider speaking with your neighbors about developing a check-in system together.
 Create a list of contact information for family members and friends. Leave a copy by your phone(s) and include one in your Emergency Supply Kit.
 Plan how you will leave and where you will go during an evacuation. If you are living in a retirement or assisted living community, learn what procedures are in place in case of emergencies. Keep a copy of exit routes and meeting places in an easy-to-reach place.

Create a care plan and keep a copy in your Emergency Supply Kit. Try out CDC’s easy-to use care plan templateCdc-pdf.

i don’t want to leave this article without providing some resources for trans folks themselves. i’ve updated my trans resources spreadsheet with a covid-19 tab and will continuously add more resources as i find them. if you know of any resources available to trans folks during this time, please let us know in the comments below!

also, if you’re trans and/or non-binary and feel like i’ve left something off this list of how to help folks right now, please let me know that in the comments, too!

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message to gov. inslee demanding a rent freeze — 3/26/2020

hey all, i’ve made a commitment to myself to reach out to at least one elected official a day, since that’s one of the things i can do to help others while self-isolating. i thought i’d start collecting those communications on this blog (i’ll be creating a specific page for them, too), so that y’all could use them as templates if you want.

below is the message i sent to gov. inslee (governor of washington) yesterday.

Subject: Rent Freeze 2020

Content:

“Hello Governor Inslee,

I am writing to urge you to move forward with Kshama Sawant’s call for you to enact a rent freeze for 2020. Many Washingtonians are out of work and have no way to make rent — they will also not magically have the money to pay their rent later if payments are simply deferred. Rent must be frozen statewide. Mortages must be frozen statewide. Utility bills must be frozen statewide.

Please do everything in your power to protect all of our — now increasingly vulnerable — community members by enacting these freezes. Please do so with extreme haste.

Sincerely,
Ky [Deadname]
[Phone number]
[Email address]”

i sent this message to the governor via this page of the state site: https://www.governor.wa.gov/contact/contact/send-gov-inslee-e-message?fbclid=IwAR3fkCJYOaPpkrbP8dHBRwaNTpqjIWVG_9LyZNE-jA64FRGKe_Tf85JOlaM

i hope this is useful! if you have message templates you’d like to share — or causes you want us to support by contacting elected officials — please comment with them below!

five resources for teaching kids queer history during self-isolation

i’ve seen a lot of posts going around about how to full-on homeschool your kids during this time of self-isolation due to covid-19. those posts are overwhelming to me as an adult human (i shudder to think how they feel to kids) and i tend to follow the argument that it’s of the utmost importance right now to give kids time, space, and help to process all the feelings they have regarding covid-19 and its subsequent disruption to their lives.

so my intention with this post is not to create a queer history curriculum for folks to fill their children’s lives with, for that reason and because now is a good time to dream bigger about how education could be healthier than our current model is. educate outside the box! remember that children need time to play! remember that they deserve the space to make their own decisions about how to live their lives! remember also that not all children have the resources to continue their education on as it would have been — their parents are essential workers (may they stay safe) or they don’t have internet access or any of a myriad of other equity issues. (this is a good time to become activists for these things and bring your kids along — lots to learn about civic engagement there.)

also, i want to recognize that teachers have many years of expertise in a profession that they’re continuously developing in. it’s unkind to yourself as a parent to expect to reach that standard — of course you can’t recreate the fifth grade on no notice in the middle of a global pandemic. now is an excellent time to be grateful that we raise children in community, that our community members develop and share skills that we don’t have to enrich our lives and the lives of our young ones.

with all those things in mind, if you’re looking to widen your children’s — and your own — historical literacy regarding queerness and queer people, which we are tragically unlikely to be exposed to in school, i do have resources for you. please be good to yourself and to your kids in your use of them.

making gay history podcast: the making gay history podcast features interviews with queer historical figures and activists. you get to hear directly from sylvia rivera, marsha p. johnson, and many, many others about what their lives were like and what they believe/d about queer liberation. all episodes have transcripts, in case you find yourself needing them, and the podcast has an accompanying instagram.

some episodes of making gay history that i highly recommend include:

queer as fact: the queer as fact podcast features a team of historical researchers giving and discussing the biographies of queer people “across the world and throughout time.” the podcast provides content warnings at the beginning of each episode and the hosts discuss their research methods and evaluate their sources, a useful skill for all of us navigating information literacy in a social media world to learn. the podcast also has a sub-series within its feed which discusses queer representation in fictional media: queer as fiction.

queer as fact has an accompanying tumblr, where they curate additional resources, interact with their audience, and post pictures related to their episodes. you can follow them on twitter and facebook as well.

some favorite queer as fact episodes of mine include:

@lgbt_history instagram: @lgbt_history on instagram is a great account to follow to see pics from queer historical events. documenting the titans of movements as well as everyday folks, @lgbt_history is a great launch point for further investigation and a great reminder that we’ve always been here. they also have a list of book recs!

queer: a graphic history: this book is among my favorite tools for understanding queerness to share with others. an illustrated walk through queer history, queer theory, and a glossary of queer terms, this book is full of great information made easy to understand and delightful to read.

stone butch blues: a novel written by queer powerhouse leslie feinberg, stone butch blues is an important read for anyone wanting to understand queer history in the united states. in the author’s own words, stone butch blues is “a highly political polemic, rooted in its era, and written by a white communist grass-roots organizer.” feinberg worked to make this work free before hir death; you can download it on hir website (linked above).

please recommend more queer history resources in the comments below! happy learning!

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